Thursday, 28 November 2013

Mechanic God Creation / Not Cold Enough, ....Too Human

Hate not being able to sleep just stressed, anxious, scared, like I'm trapped in a corner. I hate what I am, I hide who I am.

Saturday, 23 November 2013

One Simple Idea / Weight Strapped To Chest

Wish I could feel content and less anxious. I try to contact people and just get left with a simple text like "Hey, whats up what are you doing?" stored in drafts because I'm to chicken to contact people. I feel like I'm no fun.

Wednesday, 20 November 2013

No Church In The Wild / Ranch It Up Mello

Feel alone, helpless, think everyone is avoiding me because I'm too much. People don't know what to do with me afraid of change, scared to talk cos of my fucked up issues. No wonder people walk away I don't blame them. A mess, no fun, a waste of time, a bad person. I just lay at home crying all day coming out to work.

Monday, 11 November 2013

Speak of the Devil / Prunes

Can't talk I'm scared friends think I'm a pathetic freak. And it's easier to deal with me than point that out. Wouldn't blame people for leaving me.

Sunday, 10 November 2013

Coupon: The Movie / 1 Cup

I'm stressed, worried, anxious about life and friends. Going nowhere waiting for people to walk away. Crying in bed thinking there's only so much people can put up with.