Insight / Untrue / Glacier[3] / Balls To The Wall (Pillow Fight Mix)

Thoughts, processes all circles to do with different issues, identity, discrimination, arguments. All running through my head at night creating balance can be hard in life. Especially in terms of control and curiosity. Moving from a standstill can be a problem. Fighting the big fight is something I'm passionate about changing and challenging views is something I enjoy especially seeing changes and creating positive thoughts in the world and others it slowly makes things better. I'm wondering if I feel as though I'm at a "standstill" because I know nothing else or because of the worth I have felt to the point of anxiety or distress in loss of the past or me not enjoying the step forward. I know whoever reads this must think I'm a mess... I am a bit it was written with that intention and that confusion.

Born In Winter - Gojira - L'Enfant Sauvage

Dominique / 3rd Tier Can't Kick Me

For the past 2 months my perceptions have changed about identity. Thanks to drastic change and 3 people who have no idea what they have done to change my life. But I thank them I may have crawled back to the old occupation but that's ok my ideals and perceptions of that has changed to along with unintended hard love where I took the fall.

Wondering / New Silence

Gah..... thoughts, choices, consequences, complication, ups and downs I guess that's life. Everyone has an opinion of where I should be at or have done, I can't just be. Words and a "feeling" can rule a mind when you want it finished.

Beta Male / Clog

I wish a friend would stop being mad and talk to me I miss conversations and dumb jokes. Being the fall guy sucks... 3 weeks and still hating sigh...