I wish I was distracted and not worry about what people think of me. Feel alone like I ruin things with my behavior and anxieties. I feel like a simple goal for most is near and far for me. I tend to have the lowest of the low self esteem. Wishing I was normal or at least feel normal. Instead I'll lie in bed and have a panic attack triggered by me over thinking and analyzing. Woo!
Wednesday, 25 June 2014
Thursday, 19 June 2014
Plenary Solo / Turkey Rolls
Sometimes get so anxious I question whether I should say or do so I stay quiet and do nothing.
Nightcall (Kavinsky feat. LoveFoxx Cover) - London Grammar - If You Wait
Tuesday, 17 June 2014
Thursday, 5 June 2014
Brett / Matsuda (One Job) / Wax Of Feather Wings
Wishing I could be normal. Wishing circumstance, choice, "just being" wasn't in play. No choice anyway.
Tuesday, 3 June 2014
Do You Know The Waysofar / Sequence Arpeggio Lighting
Questions I don't want to answer truthfully nor will I?
- How was your week?
- What did you get up to?
- So what are you doing right now?
All normal questions I just don't want be honest about it granted I don't think many people genuinely like answering these questions either from my experiences with people so I guess I'm in the same boat. This isn't about one person for anyone reading this I don't want people reading this to think I'm targeting them or anything like that.
Racer - Giorgio Moroder - Racer: A Chrome Experiment
Strunk / un dernier combat / Sierra Leone
STOP THINKING!!! gah can't I just relax to stupid shit like a video game without over thinking...
Jizzlober - Faith No More - Angel Dust
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