Ricardo Diaz / Release

Feel terrible... friend wants to talk about something with me and I make it about me sorry. I have a lot of problems didn't mean to make things about my problems that was selfish.

The Build Up - Destiny Potato - LUN

Water / port

Constantly wishing I was normal. Always feeling like a freak. Talking causes people to bolt so I guess I should I dunno. I have problems I'm always anxious which makes life draining.

Sport / Stork / Sort

I talk a lot of shit but all I want is someone... And to get through most nights without thinking... Always thinking.

Safeway DD / I Gotta Rokk

Some days I remember some parts of my childhood and remember being told by others that's not normal no one thinks like that.

"The Plan" / ?

Most nights I lay in bed trying to figure out why things are the way they are. I worry about what people think about me even though everyone doesn't really know who i am. I wonder about shit i shouldn't shit that would make people go what?

Why I hate some of society / I don't care if this sounds aggressive

Sexuality is not a choice you stupid emotionally unintelligent fuck just because your straight doesn't mean everyone else is. It is also not responsibility to teach you that fact. You can say I chucked a fit I don't care. You can tell people I'm a sensitive flower I don't care. Instead of cutting people off you should take a second and listen. Don't tower over me thinking you know it all no one does...

Corner Main / Strong Vision

Is it OK to feel flat? Like to feel not down but not exactly up either. Thinking of how things are laid out and how to be.

Makeup / Shutting off is good?

All the emotions fuck I feel like salt in a salt shaker.

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Over thinking and stressed

Hoard / No brackets(yes brackets)

Sigh... wish i wasn't controlled sometimes I wish I could make a scene and emote. People think they have me figured out and they have no idea. Gah fuck emotions and my stupid sadness over dumb shit. I just don't want to think.

They Laugh because I'm STUCK / Edgecrusher

When you have feelings and you don't know what to do and you know you can't talk about them so you walk away and just want to slam your head into a wall. People laugh and are too stupid to get it. FUCK!

The Lost Song Part. 3 / good kid, m.A.A.d. city

Sometimes I feel I'm hiding and that my true self may horrify people along with myself. It's amazing how hard it is to be yourself people say just be yourself... I wish it was that easy I really do.

Get Ready - Reggie Watts

Heartbeat / Approach

A friend asked me tonight "What's going on?" and I say what I always say "nothing" obviously wanting to talk about me and cares how things are. Truth is I've stopped trying to look for love, relationships, sex and the rest things seem to complicated nor do I have anything on the horizon.