Hot Shower / Left Behind

Can't sleep too much to think about nothing new just isolating myself to preserve social status.

Wanting to fail so i just let my self more so

Most nights I just think of problems problems problems. If I say anything people will think I'm a loser. A loser that succeeds at being that.

Mushroom King / Hopper is no Rain Man

Another death = another chance for me to close up. Another chance for me to add to the list of problems another excuse to want to bury myself deeper. I get anxious constantly worrying what people think cry in conversation for hours after most have gone to bed.

Max Fischer / Charter

Feel like such an arsehole... Even though I didn't know... I still feel like one.

Part of Me / herman

Sometimes I wish I knew someone that I've known for years but just for a day of existence so I could open up and not have people think I'm a freak or a fucking weirdo. I have issues.

Wassup dog / crocs and socks

I don't post anything because something's I can't say. Things are weird awkward and too much.

GBS / Kyle Bedrock

I worry about things. I'm harsh on myself. I want to be a certain way but I also don't. So I tell myself what I am all terrible things. Wishing I could be laying on the grass in the sun.

Versal Flaming Milk

How can one piece of clothing make me so happy yet so lonely at the same time

Gray Fox / Mice Shine In Wardrobe

I lay in bed going in circles all day anxious and stressed. Hide things away try them later and feel like I'm in heaven smile ear to ear... but a part of me knows I can't do what id like to do with them. Maybe one day I can figure things out and be open with more close friends. Maybe one day I can be... Rather than this scared, anxious, depressed person I currently am speaking in code or quiet worrying what people think of me. Some nights I want to scream that's when this comes....

Shitstorm - Strapping Young Lad - Alien

Dizzy Sperlunky

God nothing like some strange half asleep emotional episode. To knock you for 6 before hitting the hay proper. I hate what I am. But I want to love myself. I don't know how to be.

One Leg Forward / Raise Your Glass

Finally bought something I've looked at for months and secretly wanted to buy for years. Friends have always talked about and a few people collected in passing... But to me the purchase means much more than owning an item it represents a lot more to me. It's like a change in me it represents a step towards making myself feel good which is what I want, I step even towards conquering a fear. People and friends I don't think will ever fully understand which kinda sucks but its a step to a collection.

On and under the hood

Wondering what people think of me or what they would think of me?

Rejoice / Dreaming Of Life

Trying to be confident with things it helps that I can slowly calm anxiety down despite the fact I'm a little "funny" still. I still feel a little embarrassed about things and about myself second guessing everything. Things still seem hard to talk about it's just a little dark or maybe that's just my thought process. I use harsh words to tell myself what I am.

Sunny Side Up / Lofaro

When you wanna ask someone something that probably isn't that big of a deal but you play it up and get embarrassed. Gah fuck I feel drained stupid flu....

Everyone Sleeps / Stuck In Hell

I often wonder how things would be if I was different if I'd be treated any differently than what I am now.

Easy said than done

Starting dialogue is scary all I feel is anxiety and panic.

Curb / Pissing Contest / I Started A Joke

I feel left out. Always have. Even when I organize something. Every year I hope just for my birthday I can be the center of attention but it never turns out that way. Its creeping up and all I have on my mind is being a number being there. My mind can be all over the shop. Sometimes I feel I'm the joke and people are laughing at me.

More Pictures / Avoidance / My Problems

Sometimes I wish I was able to talk to my friends about my issues just for once. I already feel like a freak. I guess I do make people feel weird and uncomfortable. I hide myself from everyone because of what and who I am. People say be comfortable be who you are. I wish it was that simple I really do. I wish my problems were more clean cut. Instead my problems make people want to runaway.