Saturday, 29 November 2014

Agwa / I'm False and Can't be Full

I hate feeling alone. I get so anxious and worry and worry about people finding out about myself. I think people hate me and I know that's stupid but its how I feel. I must be weak. I feel people grow tired of me and will read this and go oh he's doing that sad bs again.

Thursday, 27 November 2014

Fantano / 10/5 / East Walk

Alone I all I do is think I crave company and just go in circles. I feel just isolated

Tuesday, 25 November 2014

Bed / Bed / Powerline / Bed / Max A Million / "Sir, there's 13 steps on this ladder"

I spend most days feeling very isolated and alone despite who is around me. My heart races every second everytime I hear a certain word or subject and I don't know what to do or who to talk to. I'm at a loss and stressed I spent today watching disney movies trying to think the best of humanity and sleeping and just zoning out along with some cleaning.


Saturday, 22 November 2014

I'm hoping all goes well today/tonight im so nervous

Thursday, 20 November 2014

Any Colour you like? / yeah right

Hate problems and urges. No motivation and hiding myself kills me

Tuesday, 18 November 2014

Insecure / Feeling Wrong / Skin

Feel I'll be alone forever. Weirdo, freak, loser, or friend. That's what I feel I'll ever be seen as.

Friday, 14 November 2014

Adidas / red 3

Being different sucks. I wish aspects of life didn't exist. Then maybe I wouldn't worry and feel so low... Constantly thinking about it I think is damaging.

Acceptance When?

I feel so lonely. One day I'll be found in the discount bin

Sorry / Desperate

Most nights I feel so lonely. I often wonder if I was different to how I am if that would help in some way. I feel so left out most days in life. And sorry all the time like I'm wrong.

Tuesday, 11 November 2014

Nervous / 6500

I should be able to get out of bed earlier than this rather than worry about what people think about what they don't know

Saturday, 8 November 2014

Don't even ask

It's days like these that remind me and it sucks

Wondering Star / not sure

How are people OK with themselves how do people just accept?

I have thoughts I can't put into words

Mystery Science Theater 3000 / Cookie Twins Lightning Bolt

I feel I can't cry or complain about being alone people will just go "...hes doing the whole sad virgin loser thing again". Gah I already feel like a fuckwit loser for posting this shit. I have weird thoughts desires that run around in my head that I hide away all the time its really hard sometimes and some nights i just lose it and cry in bed.

Friday, 7 November 2014

New entity

Wish I wasn't me

Simple Shadows / Seek, Hide, Curve

Hate pressures. I'm wrong by so many standards. There is so much I want in life I just wish some were more obtainable without serious decisions. I say weird things and people go "What?". Sorry I'm a freak.

Thursday, 6 November 2014

I'm Tired But Overslept / /

Emotionally exhausted. I have problems. I want to solve them and talk about them but instead I hide like the weak thing I am

Tuesday, 4 November 2014

I don't even care for titles right now

When you just don't know. And you know no one will get it

Static / Filo Cheese

I wish I was someone else. Someone who could be comfortable. Someone who could not fall apart. Be not it.