Nervous / 6500

I should be able to get out of bed earlier than this rather than worry about what people think about what they don't know

Don't even ask

It's days like these that remind me and it sucks

Wondering Star / not sure

How are people OK with themselves how do people just accept?

I have thoughts I can't put into words

Mystery Science Theater 3000 / Cookie Twins Lightning Bolt

I feel I can't cry or complain about being alone people will just go "...hes doing the whole sad virgin loser thing again". Gah I already feel like a fuckwit loser for posting this shit. I have weird thoughts desires that run around in my head that I hide away all the time its really hard sometimes and some nights i just lose it and cry in bed.

New entity

Wish I wasn't me

Simple Shadows / Seek, Hide, Curve

Hate pressures. I'm wrong by so many standards. There is so much I want in life I just wish some were more obtainable without serious decisions. I say weird things and people go "What?". Sorry I'm a freak.

I'm Tired But Overslept / /

Emotionally exhausted. I have problems. I want to solve them and talk about them but instead I hide like the weak thing I am

I don't even care for titles right now

When you just don't know. And you know no one will get it

Static / Filo Cheese

I wish I was someone else. Someone who could be comfortable. Someone who could not fall apart. Be not it.

Hot Shower / Left Behind

Can't sleep too much to think about nothing new just isolating myself to preserve social status.

Wanting to fail so i just let my self more so

Most nights I just think of problems problems problems. If I say anything people will think I'm a loser. A loser that succeeds at being that.

Mushroom King / Hopper is no Rain Man

Another death = another chance for me to close up. Another chance for me to add to the list of problems another excuse to want to bury myself deeper. I get anxious constantly worrying what people think cry in conversation for hours after most have gone to bed.

Max Fischer / Charter

Feel like such an arsehole... Even though I didn't know... I still feel like one.

Part of Me / herman

Sometimes I wish I knew someone that I've known for years but just for a day of existence so I could open up and not have people think I'm a freak or a fucking weirdo. I have issues.

Wassup dog / crocs and socks

I don't post anything because something's I can't say. Things are weird awkward and too much.

GBS / Kyle Bedrock

I worry about things. I'm harsh on myself. I want to be a certain way but I also don't. So I tell myself what I am all terrible things. Wishing I could be laying on the grass in the sun.

Versal Flaming Milk

How can one piece of clothing make me so happy yet so lonely at the same time

Gray Fox / Mice Shine In Wardrobe

I lay in bed going in circles all day anxious and stressed. Hide things away try them later and feel like I'm in heaven smile ear to ear... but a part of me knows I can't do what id like to do with them. Maybe one day I can figure things out and be open with more close friends. Maybe one day I can be... Rather than this scared, anxious, depressed person I currently am speaking in code or quiet worrying what people think of me. Some nights I want to scream that's when this comes....

Shitstorm - Strapping Young Lad - Alien

Dizzy Sperlunky

God nothing like some strange half asleep emotional episode. To knock you for 6 before hitting the hay proper. I hate what I am. But I want to love myself. I don't know how to be.

One Leg Forward / Raise Your Glass

Finally bought something I've looked at for months and secretly wanted to buy for years. Friends have always talked about and a few people collected in passing... But to me the purchase means much more than owning an item it represents a lot more to me. It's like a change in me it represents a step towards making myself feel good which is what I want, I step even towards conquering a fear. People and friends I don't think will ever fully understand which kinda sucks but its a step to a collection.