Most nights I tear my self down saying I'm a waste, someone who doesn't shut up, fat, ugly, pathetic, in the way, destined to be alone, inadequate, a disappointment.
I don't how to change my thought process I honestly believe most of these things. I'm deathly afraid of talking to someone at a desk that involves future...fuck that sounds pathetic... but I really am afraid even of email.
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