"None Of The American Reality Shit...." / Phantom Talking

Behaviour changes around people whether it be romantically, friends, bypassers on the street, mentors.... well you get the picture. But most people talk about this thing called "Games" like it's a bad thing and you know it is but I don't think people realise that the idea of "Games" is something we follow as a social norm and perpecuate because we all want to protect ourselves because everyone is doing the same its all a big circle kinda ironic (I think I know what that means hahaha). I'm playing one now myself despite what I really want to do but its something me and everyone else does to keep life flowing.

People feign emotions or hold back emotions for fear of changing the situation and they'd be right I guess the perfect world doesn't exsist but in a fucked up way that's OK it makes the good so much better. This sounds dark it's not meant to be it's just a perspective I see a lot, I'll admit I see a lot of the negative sometimes which sucks. I'll be blunt feelings negative and even positives (sometimes especially positive) feelings suck so much and can be the source of great pain. Sometimes all I want do is talk and talk and talk to someone but restrain myself due to anxiety and other complicated reasons. Things change for better or for worse key is to accept things and do the best with what you have and if you can change things for the better shoot for it.

Lost In The World - Kanye West feat. Bon Iver - My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy