Friday, 28 March 2014
Careful With That Axe Eugene! (2) / Human Clay / The Stone
I feel... gah... it sucks I started thinking today about something everyday that I felt nearly killed me two years ago when really it was my mind set at the time. But I find myself questioning whether a change was just putting something on hold. Something I can't talk about because I'm not allowed to along with a recurring social problem I tend to create time and time again at least it feels like that, so my job is to tip toe around everyone guess it's been like this since primary school it happens.
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Change isn't putting bad thoughts on hold, it's normal to feel anxious about that being the case though. You've been through a painful mental struggle. What you're experiencing probably has some basis in fear of going back to that. I've felt similar things to what you're describing about different issues when things have become randomly tough.
ReplyDeleteYour feelings when you're feeling better are just as real as any other feelings. Don't discredit them. You're not "faking". If it's what I think you're talking about then yes it really isn't appropriate to talk about socially, but if you're concerned about it again please go and see someone, or even just give lifeline a call. It's not silly to contact someone to avoid feeling down again more long-term. That's good self-care and something to be proud of. You mentioned this earlier in the week as well, it might be time to follow up and see someone now. You deserve a happy and healthy life, don't ignore it and convince yourself otherwise man. Thinking of you.