Ji / HR 8938 Cephei / Traestorz

Another night stewing with my problems feeling dull and alone as usual stare at the floor cry then pick myself up to play video games or something then cry again. Such a pathetic life.. It's everywhere wish I could get somewhere or even a confidence boost like someone chasing me or telling me I look good or something feel like I'm fishing for compliments which I sort of am. Everyone makes it sound so simple with stories to tell and things while I just feel out of place, on the outside of social norms.

All the same shit I laze around home today I slept till 5:30 in the afternoon why? because I don't see the point being awake and bored might aswell sleep the day away while I can avoid misery and my bitter life.

Ih-Ah! - Devin Townsend Project - Unplugged