Am I pathetic? I hear anyone bring up sex and start talking down to myself thinking I'm worthless. Feeling left out, because I have no idea can't relate and am upset cos I'm missing out on life. I know that stuff shouldn't be what life is about.... but it's all I want is human contact not necessarily sex (would be nice) but more closeness be in someone's world. I'm doing my best not to be awkward about my thoughts towards topics. I'm a hypocrite I essentially want to fuck but with someone where there is some meaning involved. Feeling alone and empty while telling myself I'm not worth it.
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