A little tense and upset in a week I found out a secret idol of mine died....along with finding out an aunty has died yesterday. I lay quiet most of the day trying to wrap my head around events I saw a memorial at work on TV and must admit I teared up a little. A little bored with things but busy at the same time. I have friends with heavy things on all their minds I want to be there for all of them I really do but I can't. But I do have something sort of positive going on so that's good trying not to build it up to much because I'll set myself up for a fall and I've had too many of those this year already ill try not to dwell on things too much and stop rumination.
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