Dai the Flu / In Your Room / Prelude (The Family Trip)

Wake to shit, stay at my parents hear arguments I try to ignore it I can see my brother is too I stay longer for my brothers sake. All small things that eat away I can see it my brother can too we stay quiet brother pretends everything is fine despite the fact he literally never leaves his room. I want to but in at times but I never do because that would be stupid and also because I don't want the shit plus its awkward... It's not one-sided I can see that anyone can except maybe my grandparents who side with my mother. I know I don't have bad family my family care and are great its just a little shit seeing this happen and you can just tell it will go to shit soon slowly but surely.

Saying all this I haven't had a bad day it's been quite good my wonderful housemate made dinner (must admit felt like I crashed dinner :/) played some games though in this empty room I do feel a little lonely while people laugh down the hall together. I know I'm being overly sensitive and should be slapped for thinking that way. Guess it would be nice to have a friend in the area maybe in the future I'll make one. Logically my life is good and I shouldn't complain about missing things I guess my comparisons is something I should really look at.

Your Unpleasent Family - Porcupine Tree - The Incident