Bon Fire / Total Make Destroy

Life feels unpredictable yet predictable. I shut myself off as I know people are getting sick of me talking so I bottle things up and keep to myself and try not to bother people I try to do small odd jobs for people in the hopes people notice. Everyday I seem more tired than the last yet I do nothing about it till I'm pushed like I'm dependent in a way kind of pathetic. I've gone silent to some people as I don't want to think I'm treating them as an emotional crutch because I know that's a shit feel.

I stay up knowing I have to be up early to get things done.

7 Words - Deftones - Adrenaline