Demon League / G-I900

Why do I feel like I'm drowning life isn't that bad logically it really isn't so why do I feel like life is a waste I pull my car over some nights to cry then drive on. I feel I should seclude myself away from others who'd want to talk to me right? so I can get nervous make over the top sexual jokes to feel like I fit in with people when really I'm making the regular fool out of myself. Being all jaded and explicitly confident but really I'm just a shell of a person. I talk negatively pushing people away, or not talk. Just feel shit and lonely... sick of crying and feeling like I'm life's joke.

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