Collect... Catalogue... Preserve... Amass... Index / N9 / Infinite Ocean

Ahhhh.... feel so free, so relaxed, that I can talk so openly among my friends now it's the little things that have had me tense after all these years I'm out! I can breathe. People who know are probably sick of me saying that but I'm so excited right now. I love my friends for being so supportive it means alot that I can talk about it and be myself and not hide anymore. I would be lying if I said that I'm not worried about telling some people or them knowing but I guess it will show me who likes me for me I hope the friends i consider close will stand by me so far so good. I'm more than happy for the results that I have recieved over the last few days with every new person I've told I feel weights are being lifted that have been crushing me for years and years. I'm proud of who I am and why shouldn't I be. Maybe now with this new found confidence I can find a special someone to cuddle up to at night have fun and shower with love as corny as that sounds I can't wait. Better go to bed work in the morning life seems so free and beautiful at the moment.

My Fork In The Road(Your Knife In My Back) - Atreyu - A  Death-Grip On Yesterday