I feel alone I want someone to curl up to. People say being physical isn't everything to me its a goal a mile away. I missed so much stewing on things. Friends are becoming a foreign concept. All to busy I waste a night off being my awkward in the way self. I feel like the special kid where when I'm not looking people are like "awww look at him go". I wish I had something secure in my life...
The fucked thing is I'm a hypocrite I crave sympathy yet hate it aswell and if people say it like it is I'll get fucked up. I'm going to passout.
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