Acid Food / Weathered

Today was good it did remind me how poor I am but remained distracted throughout so that was nice the problem is I know I can't rely on people to hold my hand all the time but at the moment I'm comfortable the way I am I know others who are distracting me who don't realize my condition at all and don't read this as they are unaware of its existence you are good people willing to spend time with me and it is greatly appreciated I will always remember those who have helped and listened to me in these trying times for myself anyway. All of you are great. I'll admit I'm still not 100% I'm still having random crying episodes at night but your support has not gone unnoticed I will repay you anyway I can later. Tomorrow I have more distractions things to do will try and tackle the money situation and other stuff I actually have a lot to do see what I can and cannot get done I won't get it all done but I'll get one or two things done I'm starting to understand something my psychologist said try not to tackle everything at once it will make things worse at the end of the day I have to start taking that seriously its like a pattern of incidents it'll be hard but I'll try to take that on board see how it goes.

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