Disappear / Jailbreak

This morning I wake curious so I open a love letter that I wrote last year one of many written to one person but never given this was the one I gave to her to come to the realization that I still feel the same... except many things have changed since then I've become a little more impatient I want things to happen... and I'm not retarded I know things won't happen with this person I know I have to deal with it, it is hard I hate laying bed thinking about her but what can I do I don't know I'll probably run into her tonight. I have a situation arising well it has been there a while alwas feel skeptical towards this person as how I choose to handle it because if I'm wrong things can go badly for other things plus its always a hell of a lot stronger with a facade in place which always makes me wonder plus how this person goes about things tends to fuck with me a little. Last night I came to the realization I want out of work....I do love that place to death I just want to drastically want to cut down shifts and responsibility that I have but at the same time I need to make that amount a week to live so I'll be doing some searching this week or at least preparing a resume...I want my work to thrive its a great place full of awesome people so I'll never leave them high and dry. Tonight I'll see an amazing old friend and former boss it will be a crazy hectic night I can't wait what will happen I don't know some laughs will be insured for sure FUCK YEAH!!!! Now if you don't mind I'm going to blue myself again.

Sanctuary - Korn feat. Downlink - The Path Of Totality