Damnation (Raping The Angels) / Waiting For The Sun

I currently lay in bed wondering what to do I'm all QQ about things I so impatient at the moment I don't whats caused this I was content well not really content more tolerable about things for 20 years don't know whats changed now. I wish I wasn't alone yet I don't want to leave my room but at the same time I know it would do some good to leave my room I may see if one of my friends are up for a night walk if not I'll just sleep. I feel like shit. I'm just bitter towards everything and everyone, I'm jealous towards everything and everyone. Today all I have done is lay in bed not necessarily sleeping just staring at the walls I thought I was getting better maybe I'm getting worse fucking hell. I judge every tiny detail about everything when I have nothing but an empty bed a quiet room and all I do is try to forget everything going on in my life.

My Own Prison - Creed - My Own Prison