Awake / Frak The Gods

6am... all to common a thing to me... I should develop a reason/something to occupy my time but I got nothing except floating around finding various errands to run. Doctors orders...

1. Eat one healthy meal a day (pfft lol that'll happen for sure)
2. 30 Minute Walk at least (this I'd love to do does someone want to join me)

I only did that cos I wanted an excuse for an ordered list section lolol hooray for exciting different structuring of text. I'm a little calmer than earlier thinking of ways the brickwork of my social group can be repaired thinking carefully. At the moment I think of someone I shouldn't, try to cry but the tears won't come stupid pills won't let me. What to do tomorrow all that's on my agenda is to pay my phone bill all the excitement I'd love to do something go for a run at the beach, hang out with friends and watch movies(won't hold breath for that one). See someone...No bad justin STOP IT!(Envision Coach from TV series "New Girl"). Oh well whatever I do tomorrow its gotta be better than today I passed out for 4 hours and was like ok...then and lazed around doing nothing at least I had a little chance to think tonight... I guess, about how to approach incoming out of control social vehicles not that I have a huge clue but at least I've had a step back and surveyed the carnage and realized...........



SHIT BE FUCKED SON!!!!

I Don't Want To Wait - Paula Cole - Dawson's Creek Soundtrack

(Never had his HAIR!!!!)