Weathered Stone / Love Is A Fist

Maybe I was a little harsh earlier I still believe what I posted but maybe I shouldn't have gone so far as to so say pathetic it is bad though. About to go to sleep I wonder what I should do tomorrow beach will be shit cos of weather its days like this I wish I had someone to curl up with in bed and be warm and just talk but you know can't win'em all. I'll find something I don't particularly want to hang around room by myself I wish things weren't so complicated I'd love to hang with a good friend of mine but she's distanced herself from me now till she feels she's ready she still feels bad and guilty and she shouldn't its been months now but I will wait I will be patient she was with me it's only fair I hope she's OK.

I look at my surroundings looking specifically at females in my life all of them attractive to be honest and me as the friend, I see them all get treated badly aswell I don't understand what are guys doing out there a girl likes you beautiful and nice and you drag them through the mud this isn't based around a specific person or relationship its referring to all of my female friends I want to help them but I should help myself first. Guys stop being jerks they are nice people.

I'm not over empathizing like I use to which is good was at the stage earlier where I'd be directly in their shoes kinda messed up. Must cure boredom tomorrow some how anyone want to help me text me after 1 since I prob will get up or should get up at that time.

Also note watching a ingrown hair getting pulled out a vagina looks painful.

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