Got The Life / For Absent Friends

First of all I'd like to say to someone I pushed you away for awhile for my own wellbeing for the best of what we have and will continue to have in the future I'm not having a go at you far from it I just want to let you know I think about you as a friend honestly sometimes the other feelings come back I am doing well to cope and they are slowly disappearing 6 years is a long time to just let go. I'm doing my best I want you at my birthday it would not be the same without you I want you to be as close with me as before I hate hearing about how bad your life is I want to help you and listen but communication is hard I hope you feel the same as I do about hanging soon and opening up communication lines up with me soon you know what I'm like I just like to help glad to see you venting hope it helps.

Last few days have felt like a roller coaster with random trips to middle of nowhere, to a possibility of a new position at work, to a "incident" (which was handled quite well and glad no one was hurt except a fellow unicorn). Despite everything I'm holding myself up quite well I'm quite happy I'm not really to upset about anything even after getting my uni results which were actually quite good considering everything. Only thing I have no idea for is my 21st all I can say is I have nothing..... I'd love to do a big get together but I feel things won't happen. Definitely didn't stay up till 5am playing Worms last night definitely didn't do that. Going to the beach yet again yay! new housemate is pretty chillaxed as far as I can tell life be sweet I'll hang with you soon above friend you are amazing I distanced myself for the best you will see that when you see me next. My problems of taking on everything is slowly going away I'm playing things safe but not too safe its a good feeling. I'll admit being single sometimes can get to me but I cope and I'm still quite happy looking at going the beach tomorrow and jums it was closed today which made a sad, SAH sad...oh well had an amazingly simple BBQ that tasted great. Watching a bad TV show at the moment xoxo.....

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