Puncture Wound / Wonderful Life

Yesterday I went to the beach had some fun even even if I didn't do much just talked to a mate and discovered something amazing later in the day called "jums". Redyed my hair now its back that bright, vibrant blue everyone loves lol life is good I literally feel happy. I do however wonder about whether a certain tradition will continue with a friend that has been off my radar for a while but always on my mind I hope she says yes. Sometimes I wish I could remove the name from my mind only so then I could have one clear day. I'm still happy as weird as it sounds and having a lot of fun but I wish I had a girlfriend I could share things with it would be lovely and with a clear head free of my friend. I find my self in a crazy situation that I don't know how to handle do I jump at the opportunity or am I misreading things if it doesn't work then things may get fucked and I can't afford that literally I need and like money to live. Tonight I find myself going to a party that I'm not sure how I feel about it seems like the unknown but I guess I will find out. I have to organize my 21st I have done nothing might aswell say I've missed it dinner I'm organizing it but mum keeps poking her head in she means well but is blind as fuck to put it nicely.

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