Forget To Remember / Dead Memories

Ahhh.... I keep going blank I think its the drugs I have something in my head then I just lose it from my train of thought. I was going to mention that work is great but.... It just seems that I miss out on everything socially it sucks hearing things like "Best Night" or missing inside jokes that have developed based on a night out. This drug has made me happier but it seems kinda false...