Take A Breath / Audience No.2

Exams over..... now that's a load off my mind now to ensure I don't get kicked out I'm going to fight this as much as I can. In the meantime I want to enjoy the time I have off with my friends while I'm still kind of feeling up don't know how long this will last but till I come crashing down I'll deal with that as it comes along hopefully not too soon.

Discovered one of my favourite events is on this Saturday trying to scrounge up money for this thing it will be great if I can. I need something new in my life to entertain me like 2 or 3 years ago I discovered progressive music which is a huge hobby considering how much of it there is dating all the way back to the 60s and anime which has for some reason not interested me as much the past year don't know why.... Want something fresh and I'll say it "indie". Or maybe I just want a love life a girl to share some fun...But I'll put that on hold till I know I'm all good with how I feel about myself a good friend(well a few but one explaining it quite simply) told me that... I threw it away as a nothing comment but looking back it does make sense so I'll work on that I try and not let "me" get to "me". I know not to tackle too much at a time so maybe thing once every few days take a step towards recovery I will beat this thing in time, I now know things just don't change time is a huge factor.

Also a great big shout out to all those who have been there for me the past few weeks all your support has  not gone unnoticed and also putting up with all my shit... I know essentially I've been nothing but...well to put it nicely a cunt.

You Can't Hurry Love - Phil Collins - Hello, I Must Be Going!