Keep Talking / Lavender

Last night I was feeling quite good maybe all I needed was a nice relaxing drive in the country or maybe it was the drug...I'd like to think it's me. My trap I set yesterday for myself was successful it was to tell my mum about my condition she was a little shocked and a little speechless but I guess what was I to expect of her.

Last night I built up the confidence to talk with some people about this blog showing another person who was interested into taking a look into my thoughts which is always nice.Day 2 on the drugs well I was a lot better only had the occasional dizzy spell but nowhere near as bad as before nowhere near as bad which is amazing. I had another awkward situation yesterday involving a friends parents asking "oh where do you work".... ahhhhhh....ummm.... Home House lolol. Definitely didn't sound like they believed me oh well It'll come up at some point I assume. I love my work generally its the only work place I know of where you can talk about fucking a goat I know of unless I'm wrong. But at times I hate it cos when people ask me outside of the place especially meeting me outside of work if I'm honest about where I work about people develop assumptions and expectations and judge which is completely understandable which I guess it's one of the reasons I go out of my way to show people I'm not who they perceive which later shocks and astounds people which I find quite amusing. All up I think I actually had a good day yesterday with no hiccups in mood.

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