Special K / Arriving Somewhere...

Yeah... what I said before I did none of the visiting the folks why....? cos fuck that instead sleep till 7pm seems legit yeah? eat first meal at like 9pm yeah all the healthy... I say I wasn't down today but maybe I was. I guess at times I do feel empty, and sometimes I get kind of anxious over what I think may be a side effect of the pill which is kind of good, bad, & tiring and kind of hard to talk about (laughs to self about self)....on the plus side the headaches and dizziness is slowly going away which I am so so glad about that it was starting to really fuck me off. I now have a big ass tank set up with a boss axolotl who can fuck a cricket right up in less than a micro second. I had some fun tonight hanging with a close friend she is awesome and I appreciate your support always :). I guess I am still kind of hung up but I can see the light a little bit and am coping a little better maybe the friendship I was worried about may be repaired sooner than later but I am still taking caution and am a little scared whether the closeness will still be there but at the moment its looking good.

Your Neighborhood Spaceman - Peeping Tom Feat. Jel & Odd Nosdam - Peeping Tom(Self Titled)