The Moor / I Don't Want To Wait

Today I did pretty much all of the fuck all. But I did find myself watching a 90s teen drama "Dawson's Creek" essentially a cheesy corny drama but still with the embodiment and values of 90s as much as I think the 90s was fairly meh, but the values from people generally in their teens from that era were quite strong they had morals something that in my my eyes simply just doesn't exist anymore which sucks. They also had a bit of respect when it came to the act of sex where now its casual am I the last of the generation that I wasn't even a part of that believes that sex shouldn't be casual or am I just the odd one out condemned to be an idiot and a loser.

Thinking of taking a leap on something that in the last few days has caught my eyes despite the fact I may be scolded for it in my social group but this is just a casual thought I really haven't thought much past the possibilities plus I don't actually know if I'm ready for anything anyway. I'm probably out of this persons league anyway oh well its merely a thought I'm happy with the way things are now despite it being new so I won't bother I think this is running through my head purely because this person is there and I've never really talked to them before. I'm just kind of lonely I guess no one wants commitment at my age or in this day and age sometimes I think its terrible that the unfaithful and casual get somewhere while the ones that are loyal and caring just drift through life lonely and depressed it suck it really, really does.

Everything In It's Right Place - Radiohead - Kid A