Timelessness - Fear Factory - Obsolete
Sunday, 26 February 2012
Family Snapshot / Ruiner
Early start, dragging shift...get told someone saw something of mine at home and took care of it :/..... get told there has been ongoing family issues for awhile.... get told I'm being offensive and should apologize..... stacks of things to do at home. All this family stuff chucked on me at once is shit I know my family is still great but there seems to be so much under the surface. Another group of friends fighting I'm not involved this time but it just sucks. Things seem like my world is crumbling right now and I'm left watching destruction, and everything along with everything I'm dealing with I guess I'm overwhelmed with shit. All I want to do is a fun day with friends just for a break but it won't happen no one can even be in the same room... People are fighting, breaking apart... While I sit speechless not knowing what to do but stare at a screen watching awkward comedies... thinking about my selfish and inappropriate ways all for my dry humor that some don't understand. Anything I do is the wrong decision, I have no motivation, everything is uncertain. I'm confused and isolated I just... well that's what I am "just...".
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I feel your frustration, but fuck people. There are plenty more of them in the world, and nobody should be allowed the power to make you feel oppressed or excluded. some people simply don't make the cut over time, not everyone behaves that way though :-) what's up with your family? I hope all is well xx
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