Zyglrox (2) / Fight For Life

I'm worried about one of my closest friends I now know how they feel when they feel they can't help me its shit all I feel I can say is that I'm thinking of you and that I'm always here to talk...wake me if need be *hugs*. This next section was deleted as I'm afraid to tell people I already feel insane everyday so yeah... I won't type it. I'm trying my best not to cry most days, I'm honestly not that bad at the moment I do feel scared to talk though I feel like I'm selfish always worrying about myself. I'm kind of stupid 90% of my day I think of someone who won't even speak to me. I complain about being alone when I can't get over that hill....Does it make me a bad person to want closeness am I sleaze. I'm stupid I go out of my way to make sure people don't think I'm a sleaze when every minute I'm thinking about sex and destroy a conversation with sexual references making me look like a sleazy cunt. I'm crazy I sabotage myself on everything. I'm selfish, clingy, yelling for attention sometimes I just feel like a fuckhead. I use my problems against other peoples problems to get attention I'm terrible I'm a selfish attention seeking prick.

Brains Out - Error - Self Titled EP