A Reminder / Burn It Down

Gah sometimes I let myself go thinking of things that just suck. Why can't I be happy with how things are, at my dark points I just think I'm an ugly person who will never find anyone its all a shallow game. I won't lie when I ask people honestly at a club would you give me a second look at a club/party I get the same response "No, but your awesome and will find someone....." *sigh* can't say that doesn't hurt. I have nothing romantic at all happening in my life just finance, social crap, & work shit sometimes I feel like just crawling into a corner hiding under blankets till everything goes away. I hate love it makes me stupid, awkward, sad, angry at myself, and much more its fucked GO AWAY!, GO AWAY!, GO THE FUCK AWAY!!!!!!

Tired, busy everywhere wishing the world could stop just for a breather.

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