Schoolyard Ghosts / You Wanted A Hit

This morning I was becoming scared of myself it was cold my thoughts started to make me sweat I clenched my eyes shut hoping that sleep would force these thoughts away dark thoughts that are crazy and horrifying making me feel like dirt that continue my looping mind image of myself. I wake 3 hours later to 2 texts one saying that I'm being thought of the other saying that I was in their dreams and that it was weird but no context as to what happened. I sleep again no worries wake up at 2 wonder around the house no real purpose it was good see a movie I've been looking forward to. I repeat myself making myself feel a little foolish. I'm looking forward to seeing my brother tomorrow and getting my hair done hopefully so at least I'll have a little purpose rather than doing laps trying to entertain myself. I've spent alot of time laying down staring into space. Hopefully tonight won't be a repeat of last night when I crash out. Today I was like the walking dead.

Pigeon Beater - No-Man - Schoolyard Ghosts