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I lay in bed trying to close my eyes instead worrying about my life I'm currently broke tomorrow I have to pay rent, get more anti-depressants, pay overdue phone bill, put money away for bills. Not to mention later in the week I have to worry about having no presents for friends birthday, pay for movies for mates birthday, rego coming up and much more... Love non-existant. Anxiety always high feel like I'm just having my lungs squeezed all day from panic attacks. Life seems like a disaster feels like ive fucked things up and its only going to get worse. Crying is always an attractive quality yeah? So tired all the time