Get Innocuous! / Never As Tired As When I'm Waking Up

I write this about to collapse from having nothing feeling forgotten without even a text to tell me hey we are having fun without you feeling like I've been ditched all I did was have a shower even if it was random I was 3 mins up the road I could have met up with people but i guess they didn't want me I don't blame them to much...so now for the rest of the day I have to pretend like I don't care and wait for when they are hungry may collapse before then plus I have no money.... I checked my window constantly waiting for a car don't why I bothered I'm a wet blanket anyway bringing my problems up wanting to talk all the time.