You Give Us Control - Fragility / Pyramid Song

Today I woke up late unmotivated by everything so I layed in bed watching some old television favourites of mine (King of the Hill, & Becker) only thing I look forward to is social interaction these days or things to distract myself from what I'm really feeling "alone" its something I focus on and fixate on when I feel moments of weakness today wasn't that bad but at times it enters my mind so I'll do things like chores around the house to distract or help others....so at least I get things done which is good I guess. I know being alone isn't really a problem so I know people may tear me down and say you have this and this and you can't complain and just be OK with myself I'm just saying how I feel if being honest is wrong I don't want to be right. The people who I showed this blog are responsible people and lovely people who mean a lot to me and I have a lot of respect to those who continue to read this and put up with my petty complaints about life. List:

• Art project has made some good progress
• Watched King of the Hill
• Made a nice home cooked meal
• Someone made me a late snack
• Cleaned house up a bit as well as my room a bit

Art project is finally getting to the good bit that I'll enjoy. I know there's a lot of work to go but I also hope to get a break from it and relax with my friends as well. Because I like being outdoors and just getting exercise I feel its important to my wellbeing and having long conversations with friends with both serious and fun things as I do whoever is keen for that I'm up for it I'd like some Vitamin D in my life which is hard with cloudy weather in play over the next few days. I had a good day at home today I had fun despite down times that occurred. There was something else I wanted to mention but my mind is pretty blank at the moment its amazing I got this out to be honest.

The Great Darkness - Arch Enemy - Rise Of The Tyrant