Kyoto / Brooke & Rilley

The other day I was confronted with some heavy choices I went in blind like I usually do I was cut down by a close friend by the decision I gave which made me question myself and whether my decision may have been the right one in terms of my well being I learnt that I need to step back at times and survey the situation more thoroughly granted I still am sticking to my decision I just have to keep an eye my self, keep my eyes open, and most importantly take care. This friend was only looking out for me may have been a little too protective but I don't blame this person I can understand why they were worried about me and I thank and appreciate the concern nice to know someone cares about me. My close friends are amazing people who I'd do anything for I love them and love spending time with each and everyone of you all and if any of you have a problem feel free to talk to me you know I won't cut you down or judge I just want to help you through your tough times because I know you'd do it for me some without even realizing it. Positive List for last two days:

• Got invited to a long walk with friends next week
• Saw an old work mate she has my AIDS and I don't regret giving them to her(inside joke in case external sources read this lol)
• Discovered a form of cheap ghetto pork crackling
• Got new work shoes

Last two days haven't been spectacular tomorrow I'm going to the beach so that'll change things :). I do get lonely sometimes I hope to change that soon seems like the radar is a little empty but maybe I'll strike it lucky I don't know what I'm talking about but hopefully this search for someone will pick up soon  it may be quiet now but I'll try and stay optimistic for the future.

Not In Love - Crystal Castles Feat. Robert Smith - Crystal Castles II [BDO Edition]